I want to know what it's like.

I want to know what it's like. To understand love and know how to navigate it. To hold something precious without crushing it. To make promises that I don't break. To fully appreciate what I have and how incredibly blessed I am.I want to know what it's like. To live without fear of the future. To live without regret of the past. To live a life that has meaning and purpose; not a life that gets me from point A to point B.I want to know what it's like. To be proud of myself and the choices I make. To feel confident about the path I am on. To feel joy, not anxiety or uncertainty. To not question my sanity. To not feel lost. To know how to fix what is broken.