Am I dreaming?

I am not the type of person who obsessively follows my horoscope or tries to understand the karmic nature of things, and dream interpretation is certainly not something I take too entirely seriously.Yet there are those dreams that leave your brain wondering what does it all mean? The haunting images from my last slumber keep me awake tonight. And for the first time in my life I googled dream meanings.While I choose not to disclose my dream here, for personal reasons, the amalgamation of possible meanings is overwhelming. Could this dream really be indicative of my true feelings? Feelings that I may not want to face...?And I find myself not only questioning my unconscious choices but my fully conscious choices. What if the path I am on is not meant for me, but I am blind to my own selfishness? It is not often I critically examine my life and my choices, but I find myself in a mental battle and my brain is racing with a million thoughts. I am quite certain very little sleep will be had tonight.Goodnight. Sweet Dreams...